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 First of all... this is after a long time after day 2. lol. not that long xD well... Bryant was about to ask Jason if he liked me. Then he stoped. He thought i said not to ask him. I tried to tell him not to tell jason i asked him. So... tomorrow Bryant is gonna ask him tommorow, or if he isnt gonna. im gonna call bryant and bryant will call jason in a 3-way call. Im gonna be on mute and he wont notice a thang. I hope... o.o;;; Well... things have gone out of hand for me now... Like... if Jason dont tell me i love you to me... im gonna give up... and go for HR. HR is my soccer team mate. He's been so kind... And in soccer... its weird b/c both of us are always in a position like stopper and sweeper, and midfield and forward... im alwayz ther for him, and hes alwayz there for me... well...im not gonna put a long entry b/c u guyz might be bored. lol
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| ...Late again... Zzzz... I wanna go back to sleep!!! Cindy went to the 2nd bus spot because she thought i wouldnt of gone to school. She also wanted Zack to use my DS so they could chat. I said no because i was in a bad mood and woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Ahggg... I also didn't memorised all my lines. -music of death comes in background- -my head bonks the seat in front of me in the bus- Ack. I hate riding in busses that arent the normal kinds. Especially the tiny busses. Im lucky i could sit with the 7 and 8th graders. They said i had a "free pass" to the back of the bus. I love to sit there, because of Courtney, Kelsey, Tori and Maddie. You are so lucky if you dont ride in my bus. -.- pure annoyance. I wish i could skip away with Jason in my dreams and never wake up.... Cafiertia, that means DS... and Sean. I really feel sorry for him that i dont love him. I dont know why. It just reminds me of Rich John, but RJ, usually gives me rings and neckalaces. But... I didnt have any feelings for RJ. None for him. A big X over his name. I have a bit of feelings for Sean, but Jason makes me tremble. I cant live without seeing him. He's asian, and im asian. We have asian pride! lol. So... Sean comes over, he sees my sad face, and i try to cheer up..."Hi Sean..." I long pause. "Hi BB." I got my DS out and start to play, then Justin( another Justin) Says" Lets play Metriods" Sean went in, and guess who won? Justin. and Sean. They had 0points and i have -2! =.=... =.=... =.=;;;; I killed myself 3 times, but i killed Justin one time. Annoyance. This didnt seem like my day. We wanted to play again, but it was time to go out of the cafiertia now. I didnt talk to Sean much, and felt bad for him. I'll tell him "I'll love you, but only for a day. kk? wat do u want from me?" Thats gonna be hard to say. Ouch. What if he tells me to kiss him? That will be my first kiss. Uh... not good. But, I have to say that. Its because he loves me, and im leaving next year. And ill be a true friend. A true best-est friend. Im that friendly. I love my friends. Last school, i was horrible, all left alone. Those cruel "friends" of mine. I can picture them, them walking away from me, me sitting in the tunnel that Ralph and Jacob tried to kiss me in for a dare. When i got to homeroom, i waved to Sean. Homeroom. With Riku. My envyous side pops out. She draws wayyy better than me. I get jellous of her. She even does graphics. You can check my affys in winter_designs. She owns coco powder. Its a good site. But I think im better than her in graphics. She always draws a head for me to start to draw. Im still horrible in perspective. I better move on o.O;;; Social Studies. Hum... I forgot what we did on SS, but all i know, Justin-Cushion was there to always cheer me up, by annoying me like he's a fly. Reading. Not a good day for Bryant. A lot of people got sent out because of talking while the review game was going on. My teacher is strict like that. And guess what? Bryant was in one of those "people." I reminded him to email me, and he didnt again today. =.=;;; Language Arts. I got prompt a lot today because i only memorised part of my lines. and its funny when Kevin tries to kiss Rachel because its part of the play. These friends are awesome. Well, all i know, i need to start to memorise the last of the lines for me. o.o;;; Lunch. I peeked and saw Jason. Finally i saw him. " He draws me like a magnet" lol. Line from MidSummer's Night Dream. I love that play. Especially since im a fairy. :D Like my middle name. XD ok. Badump. I try to go to the lunch line with out him seeing me. "Swifter than the moon" lol. I got my food went back. Badump. He saw me. I try not to act weird. Hard for me. o.o;;; and when i got ther, i started to chat with my friends. Back to normal, he looked away. He usually says Hi or waves to me, but i think he thinks i like Jeffery. A BIGGG No No! I love him, cant he see? I dont like to go up alone because of Jason, so i got Alexandria. I got a cookie too. And started to chat with her. She told me "Bryant rarely checks his email. Like once a month. He'll start to email u a lot, then he'll stop. Its usual, so dont freak out." Ok... nice comment. Move on!! THIS IS TOO LONGGGG!!! Science, with Justin-Cushion again. LOL. he always cheers me up. Thank you Justin!! ^^ And DaVante' was like HYPER today. He was like a tornado. Moving on Math, with Steph, i didnt bring my homework.-cough- I brought it, but i didnt do it. And i acted sad, because i was thinking of Jacob Alex Tyler. MOVING ON!! PE!! I cant believe i got 7709 steps! Im suppose to get 10,000 steps, but who cares? Right now, I have 5236 steps with me now. Few... I also was jumping around durin PE, I got like 3000 steps from PE, lol. And this time, again, PE wasnt with Jason, but he was looking at me during roll call >.< Art. Boring. Open Book quiz. I broke a rule by chewing gum here. Did i just say that? Ill tell u my dream tomorrow, promise. kk, byezz | | |
| Today was pretty tiring... First, I woke up late... =.= I tried to go as fast as i could, and managed to go earlier than usual to my friend's house. I was just standing out there. In the freezing cold. When I was thinking about Jason, she came out. She freaked me out. When we go to the bus stop... i didnt see Evan. He didnt come. I went on the bus with my friend, Cindy and then, Kyle was staring at me. Weird... When I got to the canteen, I didn't see Sean. I don't know how to react to Sean since he confessed his feelings to me. I was playing Sonic Rush on DS. lol. Then... he comes... i try to figure out how to act in front of him. It was a few days after he told me... Badump. I know he's a really nice guy and all, but... i don't really have that much of feelings for him. I only have feelings for Jason. Jason sits on a table on the right of ours, and i can always look at him. I took one peek. Badump. Badump. He was looking around, and spotted me. Badump. Badump. Badump. I quickly turn around. I can never tell the difference from reality and fantasy, especially from my dreams. I was in his connection last 9 weeks and now I'm in his PE class. I always preyed and made a wish that i would be in his next nine weeks. And i did. Only thing, Sean isn't in any of my classes and I can tell, he is really depressed. I hate to see my friends dejected, or sad. He's sad because im moving next year. Im moving... to another school. I can't believe i was spacing out until the teachers dismissed us and then Sean followed me. We chatted for a while, while walking. I waved to him when i got to my homeroom. When i got to homeroom, i found out that there were baby gerbils! My teacher's gerbil's had babies! Lol. Seems funny. But, I saw Riku. I waved at her. We got some paper. Started to draw. Lisa came in. They were talking about Photoshop. I wanted to borrow her CD, because my photoshop isn't working and has an error on it. Riku drew this really good anime picture. I tried to make one, but... lol. It turned out weird. Bring, Bring. Bell rang. To the next class! Justin in some of my classes.He loves to tease me. Were best friends, but he doesnt want to addmit it. Also, he's sad for me moving. He says he wont have anyone else to annoy. Lol. Well, nothing really happend here but a quiz did. A bonus question was: What is so signficant of today? The answer was: Its spring!!! Lol Ahh... Reading. I showed my friend the drawing Riku did. She made her eyes wide open. Also, I got candy. Lol. I got an 98 in Reading. Believe it? I couldnt believe it at first, so i double checked. I did have an 98. O well, thats a good score. Guess what? Kyle is in this class. Annoying. Also, Bryant, my friend, is the best friend of Jason. He always says Jason in class and sometimes i cant concentrate. But, he got his seat moved to the back. Great. Just great. Now i cant talk about Jason. So, Ill see Bryant during lunch. Aieee! Language Arts! Im in tag class, the the tag class are doing a play. A play called MidSummer's Night Dream. I have to memorize the lines for me. Im Cobweb and a narrator. And I have the script right in front of me. I have to memorize all my lines for tomorrow for rehearsal. I only memorized half of my lines. I got to memorize. Also, Toho, my best Japanese friend, is here! Go Toho! Lol. Well, at lunch, I saw Jason. I didnt talk to him. He was right behind me. He called himself emo yesterday. He always tries to talk to me. And i always try to act normal in front of him. Instead, I just talk to Bryant this lunch. Why didn't he talked to me this lunch? Science. Justin. Justin.... Cushion! Lol. I love to tease him too. I got an 88 here. a high B. Thats a good score. So, what to do? Harry always asks me if i have gum. O.O;;; I have gum, its just... I dont want to give away the last piece. That's basically all that i remember. lol Math!! We got new seats! It turns out that I sat with Stephanie, instead of a boy. Were best friends, it just, we dont talk that much anymore. I saw Bryant after Math. He's teasing me about Jason. Lol. Well... ya... um... lol. I love Jason. He's in my next connection. PE. I pack up. And saw Sean. Waved and I hit his arm with my first. I dont usually do that, but hey, he's my friend. PE... with Jason. I love this connection. You know why? Yes.. if u guessed Jason, you are correct-o! Lol. Well, he's in another coach's hand. I can see him all the way from my place. I tried to look at him. ...Bing! I saw that he was looking at me! I tried to ignore him, and looked at Sydney. If i were his friend, would i wave? I think so. But, I guess he already knows about me. I didnt have PE with him that much, but, we got this tiny thing claeed step with it. It counts the number of steps u make in a day. That's basically all, and I got a slam dunk, too! lol. Im sporty. Art.. the last class. Phew... I typed a lot. This is really my diary, so ya. I like art and love to draw anime. :) yup. Well, nothing happend there that much either. So, went to chess club. That's my day... Went home, checked my email, and no reply from Bryant. Why? Ill ask him tomorrow. | | |
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